For no reason I can figure out, I am having a rough day today. My nausea has been worse than usual; I actually threw up into the sidewalk grate on my way to work this morning. I ate a bagel, and have now also eaten a muffin, and while I have not thrown up again, my nausea has not gone away, by any means. I am tired and grumpy, everything seems to smell funny (including the beautiful flowers my bosses provided as a valentine's gift to the support staff), and my emotions are out of control. I mean, I'm just sitting here, working on stuff, and feeling like I'm going to burst into tears at any moment, for no reason.
I wish I could go home and hug my husband, but he's away for training right now, working his butt off, so that's not an option. I'm also supposed to go to a spouses event tonight, which is supposed to be a ton of fun - I am praying that I can get over this nausea and this mood by this afternoon/evening so that I can enjoy myself and not spend the evening sick and miserable.
I am grateful to be pregnant - incredibly, eternally grateful. I just wish it didn't have to be so difficult some days.